Hi, I'm Melody. I'm a ginger & music is my life. I don't know where I'd be without it. I love to sing and I'm always singing (: I love being with friends & family and I am very loving of others. I'm old enough to know better but too young to give a fuck. All I care about is music, friends, family and fun. Yeah, I may be smiling, but inside I'm dying. I need help. I am generally a happy person around my friends because they're the ones who i can relate to, have fun, & have deep conversations with. But I fake a smile every day and I feel like I'm not worth a thing. I really am trying my best but I find that I'm a victim of my own mind. I constantly put myself down and doubt myself. I'm insecure as fuck, but I'm trying not to be. Just your average teenager, one of many, who are still in love with an ex. I miss him like crazy, but there's nothing I can do about it. He's happier now with someone else. Of course I'm happy for him, though. It would break me even more to see him unhappy. I just wish I could go back. But unfortunately, we can't re-live the best moments of our lives. We can only move forward and try to create new ones. I hope I find what I'm looking for in the future, because right now, I don't see a future for me. I'm headed down the wrong path and hopefully I get back on track sometime soon.
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Twitter: immaginger13
YouTube: melbel12luvs
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